So i was going to have a long winded rant on how today was just awkward but really it's 1 in the morning and i ceebs.
lets just say being a third wheel is hard work. No kidding. It takes real skills to balance the fine line between being friendly with both sides and yet still giving them space. But since i'm sandy wong, i pulled it off fine :)


i hope.


and then i was writing some stuff for asianfanfics so i needed some inspiration which i took from Cry by MBLAQ. To be honest, the first time i heard it, i thought it was so so. It was nice, but not captivating. After having listened to it more than five times and watched the music video twice i have to admit, it's pretty amazing.


Cept the swimming in water was a TAD awkies. But the rain bit was just... took my breath away. Well guys dancing in the rain is HOT. ... hm that sounded lame.


and then i was going to have another long rant on my weirdass dream that for some reason, Hong Ki played a major role in. LOL. So i have another inspiration to write. But! i've been awake for... 17 hours already and my brain is fried. Let's just hope i still remember it tomorrow. And did you know he's starring in a musical? Will rant about that tomorrow. :)
Wait.. make that later today.
As of now, let's just enjoy some Hong Ki icons. ^_^ (which unfortunately i did not make but dw! i will find some time after yrlies to make some beautiful pictures of Hong Ki =]) Which btw, is pronounced Hong GI. So if i hear another one of you rub in my face how i like a honk-ky guy i will slap youXD 
and i just realised how major my celeb crush is to dream of him . LOL. but that's okay.. cause he's dreeeamy ^_^

So i was going to have a long winded rant on how today was just awkward but really it's 1 in the morning and i ceebs.
lets just say being a third wheel is hard work. No kidding. It takes real skills to balance the fine line between being friendly with both sides and yet still giving them space. But since i'm sandy wong, i pulled it off fine :)


i hope.


and then i was writing some stuff for asianfanfics so i needed some inspiration which i took from Cry by MBLAQ. To be honest, the first time i heard it, i thought it was so so. It was nice, but not captivating. After having listened to it more than five times and watched the music video twice i have to admit, it's pretty amazing.


Cept the swimming in water was a TAD awkies. But the rain bit was just... took my breath away. Well guys dancing in the rain is HOT. ... hm that sounded lame.


and then i was going to have another long rant on my weirdass dream that for some reason, Hong Ki played a major role in. LOL. So i have another inspiration to write. But! i've been awake for... 17 hours already and my brain is fried. Let's just hope i still remember it tomorrow. And did you know he's starring in a musical? Will rant about that tomorrow. :)
Wait.. make that later today.
As of now, let's just enjoy some Hong Ki icons. ^_^ (which unfortunately i did not make but dw! i will find some time after yrlies to make some beautiful pictures of Hong Ki =]) Which btw, is pronounced Hong GI. So if i hear another one of you rub in my face how i like a honk-ky guy i will slap youXD 
and i just realised how major my celeb crush is to dream of him . LOL. but that's okay.. cause he's dreeeamy ^_^

okay so hey.
18 years young. Aiming to live life to the fullest.
pisces! ♥ Just because I believe in horoscopes and all that good stuff. What's not to like about destiny?
studying medicine. My days off, I love to study the fine art of sleeping in.
lol no i'm not a nerd. >.>
i love sunsets, beaches, candles, rainbows, rain, anything magical. Believe in miracles.
because we all need something to wish for.


sometimes people aren't going to trust you, and it may be for no reason at all. sometimes, people just judge you on what they think you will do, on who they think you are. and there's really nothing you can do about it. but just remember one thing, they're not cheating you, they're cheating themselves.

things that i've accomplished:
graduated high school.| smoked a cigarette. | kissed someone.(apart from family) | gotten so drunk you passed out.| ridden every ride at an amusement park. | collected something really stupid. | gone fishing.| watched four movies in one night. | gone long periods of time with out sleep. | lied to someone.| snorted cocaine.| failed a class. | dealt drugs.| been in a car accident. | been in a tornado. | done hard drugs. | watched someone die. | been to a funeral. | burned yourself. | run a marathon. | cried yourself to sleep. | spent over $200 in one day. | flown on a plane. | cheated on someone.| been cheated on. | written a 10 page letter |. gone skiing.| been sailing. | cut yourself. | had a best friend. | lost someone you loved. | shoplifted something. | been to jail. | dangerously close to being in jail. | had detention. | skipped school. | got in trouble for something you didn’t do.| stolen books from the library. | one to a different country. | dropped out of school. | been in a mental hospital. | watched the “harry potter” movies. | had an online diary. | fired a gun. | gambled in a casino. | had a yard sale. | had a lemonade stand. | actually made money at the lemonade stand. | been in a school play. | taken a lie detector test. | swam with dolphins.| gone to sea world.| voted for someone on a reality tv show. | written poetry | read more than 20 books a year | gone to europe.| loved someone you shouldn’t have. | used a coloring book over age 12. | had surgery. | had stitches. | taken a taxi. | seen the washington monument. | had more than 5 online conversations going at once. | had a drug or alcohol problem. | been in a fist fight. | suffered any form of abuse. | had a hamster. | pet a wild animal. | used a credit card. | gone surfing in california. | done “spirit day” at school. | dyed your hair. | gotten a tattoo. | had something pierced. | gotten straight a’s | been on the honor roll. | known someone with hiv or aids. | taken pictures with a webcam. | started a fire.| gotten caught having/going to a party while parents were gone |