my heart's cursing...
Thursday, June 9, 2011 // 10:09 PM
 i'm not sure if it's to do with PMS but i have never in my whole life.. maybe once or twice felt this bad. I feel like... my head's exploding. and no it's not ENTIRELY to do with the fact i'm doing maths but srs ><"
i feel sooo hollow. might also be because i 've just finished a depressing episode of You're Beautiful or that i'm listening to depressing music, but i feel like crawling into my soft comfy bed and ever coming out until i'm like.. 23. ><" no idea why that age but ...
and person on formspring. please stop spamming. there's a reason why the suicide rate is really high you know? if you haven't got anything nice to say, then don't. you might not know it, but i'm kinda sensitive you know? and when you say those untrue things, ANON too, it makes me feel... like.. i have a migraine. but that's not it. at the rate you're going, you're gonna grow up sad and lonely okay? listen to the song "mean" by Taylor Swift okay? because like it or not, i think i would know who i am better than you do. so stop bugging me with those useless comments about me because it doesn't say anything about me. ALL it says is that you are a sad low life person who finds it interesting to write insults to someone. and before you tell me to get a life, look at yourself and ask if you have one. you HAVE no idea. what i feel okay?? so don't judge me. you don't know what has happened to me. you have NO right TO say what you say.
okay.. rant over. sorry ><"
i hate people who lie.
truth is best. i'm not talking about those little white lies that won't hurt people. but those lies that are told purposely. These lies can hurt people in more ways than one. Those lies are not acceptable in anyway at all.
Labels: dramas, hate, lies, music
come home to me
Wednesday, June 1, 2011 // 9:33 PM
 YAY. it's WINTER guys!! isn't that awesome? ahah so get out your UGGS, snuggies, scarves and heaters! cause i got a feeling this winter will be a special one ^^ i was listening to the radio this morning and did you know that 58% of Australians don't want to exercise in winter cause of the rain? so i was wondering how you get the motivation to get up and exercise. i know i wont :)
so today was wet weather day. and me and rosy watched Centre Stage. It was actually pretty good.. REALLY SOPPY omg. but funny... and i got really jealous of those girls who could leap through the air like that
I gotta go tell me mum i'm wrong. I thought New York was devoid of true beauty. But now that i've seen you, i know better. or something like that. that was in the movie. soppy right? but he got the girl in the end.. so maybe he did something right. musical's coming! who's watching on friday? maybe we could meet up beforehand. :) AND YAY I GOT INTERNET BACK!!! MORE DRAMAS FOR YOURS TRULY :)
okay today. i hate people who think you're dumb and tell you so even though you may be smarter than them.
you know what i mean? for example... a TOTALLY hypothetical case. You're friends with someone and then it's all cool, they even want to be your study buddy. and then we're all good and THEN the results comes out and turns out you beat them in the 'important' subjects and so they're depressed because they can't believe YOU BEAT THEM?!!!! and they're moaning on about it. well guess what buddy?? that means you thought i was dumb. and SAID IT. GEEZUS that meant you were planning to beat me
urgh I HATE people like that. wouldn't you?
P.S you should all check out the song "Come Home to me" By Ernie Halter. it's amazing. covered by Justin Bieber. BUT you HAVE to listen to Ernie's version more cause i think it's kinda sad how the cover has more views than the original.. Labels: hate, internet, musical, winter
my heart's cursing...
Thursday, June 9, 2011 // 10:09 PM
i'm not sure if it's to do with PMS but i have never in my whole life.. maybe once or twice felt this bad. I feel like... my head's exploding. and no it's not ENTIRELY to do with the fact i'm doing maths but srs ><"
i feel sooo hollow. might also be because i 've just finished a depressing episode of You're Beautiful or that i'm listening to depressing music, but i feel like crawling into my soft comfy bed and ever coming out until i'm like.. 23. ><" no idea why that age but ...
and person on formspring. please stop spamming. there's a reason why the suicide rate is really high you know? if you haven't got anything nice to say, then don't. you might not know it, but i'm kinda sensitive you know? and when you say those untrue things, ANON too, it makes me feel... like.. i have a migraine. but that's not it. at the rate you're going, you're gonna grow up sad and lonely okay? listen to the song "mean" by Taylor Swift okay? because like it or not, i think i would know who i am better than you do. so stop bugging me with those useless comments about me because it doesn't say anything about me. ALL it says is that you are a sad low life person who finds it interesting to write insults to someone. and before you tell me to get a life, look at yourself and ask if you have one. you HAVE no idea. what i feel okay?? so don't judge me. you don't know what has happened to me. you have NO right TO say what you say.
okay.. rant over. sorry ><"
i hate people who lie.
truth is best. i'm not talking about those little white lies that won't hurt people. but those lies that are told purposely. These lies can hurt people in more ways than one. Those lies are not acceptable in anyway at all.
Labels: dramas, hate, lies, music
come home to me
Wednesday, June 1, 2011 // 9:33 PM
YAY. it's WINTER guys!! isn't that awesome? ahah so get out your UGGS, snuggies, scarves and heaters! cause i got a feeling this winter will be a special one ^^ i was listening to the radio this morning and did you know that 58% of Australians don't want to exercise in winter cause of the rain? so i was wondering how you get the motivation to get up and exercise. i know i wont :)
so today was wet weather day. and me and rosy watched Centre Stage. It was actually pretty good.. REALLY SOPPY omg. but funny... and i got really jealous of those girls who could leap through the air like that
I gotta go tell me mum i'm wrong. I thought New York was devoid of true beauty. But now that i've seen you, i know better. or something like that. that was in the movie. soppy right? but he got the girl in the end.. so maybe he did something right. musical's coming! who's watching on friday? maybe we could meet up beforehand. :) AND YAY I GOT INTERNET BACK!!! MORE DRAMAS FOR YOURS TRULY :)
okay today. i hate people who think you're dumb and tell you so even though you may be smarter than them.
you know what i mean? for example... a TOTALLY hypothetical case. You're friends with someone and then it's all cool, they even want to be your study buddy. and then we're all good and THEN the results comes out and turns out you beat them in the 'important' subjects and so they're depressed because they can't believe YOU BEAT THEM?!!!! and they're moaning on about it. well guess what buddy?? that means you thought i was dumb. and SAID IT. GEEZUS that meant you were planning to beat me
urgh I HATE people like that. wouldn't you?
P.S you should all check out the song "Come Home to me" By Ernie Halter. it's amazing. covered by Justin Bieber. BUT you HAVE to listen to Ernie's version more cause i think it's kinda sad how the cover has more views than the original.. Labels: hate, internet, musical, winter
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
okay so hey.
18 years young. Aiming to live life to the fullest.
pisces! ♥ Just because I believe in horoscopes and all that good stuff. What's not to like about destiny?
studying medicine. My days off, I love to study the fine art of sleeping in.
lol no i'm not a nerd. >.>
i love sunsets, beaches, candles, rainbows, rain, anything magical. Believe in miracles.
because we all need something to wish for.
sometimes people aren't going to trust you,
and it may be for no reason at all.
sometimes, people just judge you on what they think you will do,
on who they think you are.
and there's really nothing you can do about it.
but just remember one thing,
they're not cheating you, they're cheating themselves.
things that i've accomplished:
graduated high school.|
smoked a cigarette. |
kissed someone.(apart from family) |
gotten so drunk you passed out.|
ridden every ride at an amusement park. |
collected something really stupid. |
gone fishing.|
watched four movies in one night. |
gone long periods of time with out sleep. |
lied to someone.|
snorted cocaine.|
failed a class. |
dealt drugs.|
been in a car accident. |
been in a tornado. |
done hard drugs. |
watched someone die. |
been to a funeral. |
burned yourself. |
run a marathon. |
cried yourself to sleep. |
spent over $200 in one day. |
flown on a plane. |
cheated on someone.|
been cheated on. |
written a 10 page letter |.
gone skiing.|
been sailing. |
cut yourself. |
had a best friend. |
lost someone you loved. |
shoplifted something. |
been to jail. |
dangerously close to being in jail. |
had detention. |
skipped school. |
got in trouble for something you didn’t do.|
stolen books from the library. |
one to a different country. |
dropped out of school. |
been in a mental hospital. |
watched the “harry potter” movies. |
had an online diary. |
fired a gun. |
gambled in a casino. |
had a yard sale. |
had a lemonade stand. |
actually made money at the lemonade stand. |
been in a school play. |
taken a lie detector test. |
swam with dolphins.|
gone to sea world.|
voted for someone on a reality tv show. |
written poetry |
read more than 20 books a year |
gone to europe.|
loved someone you shouldn’t have. |
used a coloring book over age 12. |
had surgery. |
had stitches. |
taken a taxi. |
seen the washington monument. |
had more than 5 online conversations going at once. |
had a drug or alcohol problem. |
been in a fist fight. |
suffered any form of abuse. |
had a hamster. |
pet a wild animal. |
used a credit card. |
gone surfing in california. |
done “spirit day” at school. |
dyed your hair. |
gotten a tattoo. |
had something pierced. |
gotten straight a’s |
been on the honor roll. |
known someone with hiv or aids. |
taken pictures with a webcam. |
started a fire.|
gotten caught having/going to a party while parents were gone |
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
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I know how to hurt, I know how to heal. I know what to show and what to conceal. I know when to talk and I know when to touch. No one ever died from wanting too much.
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