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I know how to hurt, I know how to heal. I know what to show and what to conceal. I know when to talk and I know when to touch. No one ever died from wanting too much.
laugh with me?
Wednesday, October 5, 2011 // 12:07 AM
today, was.. an inspiring day. LOL.well i learnt five things.
1. I really like the smell of chlorine for some reason. keke. it's just me maybe but whenever i walk into a swimming pool, i smile. i even like it when (after swimming) i can still smell the chlorine on my skin. LOL i can imagine everyone backing away from me now. :)2. I find it weirdly attractive when people who don't necessarily need glasses wears them. But they wear it.. kinda cute/sophisticated. aha it just makes them seem 100 more times cuter :)
3. Apparently if a guy gives a girl a necklace, it means they're being possessive. i didn't not know that o.o sigh.. i always thought it was a romantic gesture but then again... being possessive is in a way romantic?... NAH. screw it. if a guy's being possessive .. i find that.. weirdly off putting. they should trust the girl. okay? :)4. People's laugh can really change my view on them. LOL. For example, Taeyeon's laugh is crazy creepy and scary and low, whereas IU's laugh is high but normal/crazy. She laughs so much :) their laughs really brighten up your day. specially this one >> IU's crazy.
And then there are people like Leeteuk who laugh crazily high pitched. It's SO FUNNY. guess i have a bias in SUJU now. kekeke. you HAVE to go on that leeteuk link if you're sad. it's the FUNNIEST THING EVER. it sounds like elmo's. kekeke.
5. I am strangely inflexible. Seriously when i try to touch my head with my feet... well you can fit like a bball between the gap... (okay maybe slightly less) but still.
oh and i guess i learnt one more thing. IU has the best sense of humour ever! keke her joke is soo funny. now i gues i've ranted enough.
hopefully you clicked all those links and made you laugh ^_^.
Labels: glasses, kpop, swimming
valentines :)
Tuesday, February 15, 2011 // 9:57 PM
Wow. i haven't posted in a while..
it was valentine's day yesterday. and swimming carnival. but anyways FUN :)
so today is the fifteenth which is HELENA'S BIRTHDAY. so old.. 14 ALREADY :P jkes jkes.
but i'll get your present to your hands by next week :) promise.
so tomorrow's the DANCE. gag. not going. again. =.=
but whatever. i don't THINK i'm missing out TOO much.. ><"
ah.. two months til JAPAN. is it too early for a countdown? XD
ahah anyways last note
happy valentine's day :) hope you had a great one.
Labels: helena's birthday, swimming, valentine's dance, valentine's day
ambiguity~
Friday, January 21, 2011 // 10:12 PM
BOO. it's been a while ><"
sorry...
ah so my hols are fairly...... unproductive.
went beach with the awesome peeps and got so sunburnt i was literally a baked potato >.>
STILL have this singlet tan line =.=
but ANYWAYS twas VERY fun =]
been swimming a lot lately. need to catch up in time for swimming carnival XD
hm.. i've taken up sketching...i know very weird.
i OBVIOUSLy can't be bothered to take photos and post them up like michelle.. --->> www.mysunflowersea.blogspot.com
OOH and i've been watching THE TENNIS =]
mhm.. ahh poor Hewitt ><".. is that how you spell it? O.O..
i go for Nadal cause he's just too cool. =]
and i've been staying up late everyday watching asian drama which btw are better than i thought. Taiwanese drama is veery...good. obviously i've been out of school too long if the only word i think of is... 'good' >.>.
BUT STILL. devil besides you is o.m.g. like the best drama ever. i like.. laughed cried and all that shit... and omg MIKE HE in that is like.. ah-maz-ing.
wish wish wish there was someone like that ^^"
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
ooh... my mum. ><"
actually...i don't know what she thinks anymore..but i know she is suffering... because of... various reasons...
we all are. brother has HSC test this year and mum is fully stressed out...
ah. well..
it'll get better though right?
someday...
Labels: beach, best friends, dramas, letters, swimming, tennis
this summer.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010 // 10:00 PM
holidays are so...draggy. sometimes XD
pssht so today i went swimming mm..
and there were these three guys.
who. were. AMAZING.
geezus they flew through the water to quick it was like they had wings.
i practically couldn't stop staring...
they had the whole swimmer's bodies and muscles etc.
it was EHCHEM. a hit on my self esteem watching them swim.
argh i was SO jealous.
i would give ANYTHING to swim like that ><" and WHOA it's almost 2011?! theres like...2 days left!!! OMG OMG. we're gonna be year NINE next year. i feel...so old. ><"
ahaha i actually think school would be great next year. what with all that's going on...hum. it'll be fun. ahha i sound like a school loving geek. SHH.
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favorite Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
hm.. favourite memory...
my fav memories ALWAYS happen with you..
coincidence or smthin more? aha..
hm. well...the memories might be totally insignificant but.. they are SO special to me.
i think.. when i grow up.. i'll always remember you...=]
hum..i think...we might need to spend more time together. ahaa you make everything so much more fun =]
cause when i stare into your eyes,
it couldn't be better..
i don't want you to go...
so take my hand..
Labels: holidays, letters, swimming
waves~
Thursday, November 11, 2010 // 10:14 PM
YAY.
beach day today.
all the way in manly.
it was awesome!
like everything, swimming, surfing all that was awesome.
ahaha it was sooo fun.
i can't even describe it.
i need to go beach more ><"
going there and coming back was.....weird?
hum...
is it wrong to trust your gut feeling?
even when it's telling you all the things that you thought was true...
i think, it might be true, what i'm thinking,
but sometimes i wonder...
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
O.O
well there's two people that caused me a lot of pain but i still love both of them... coz i'm just like that ^^
Dear .......,
is it wrong to sometimes just cry about what might happen and what i missed out on?
sometimes i look at you and wish we would have more time together.
i never realised that you don't know you have until it's gone.
until now.
i think everyday i think about that. and i know its not just me. and i treasure every moment i'm with you.
coz one day, you might not come back.
that would hurt most.
Labels: beach, fun, letters, swimming
run into your arms.
Friday, November 5, 2010 // 9:59 PM
so today was last day of the week =]
uhm...it was really cold today ><" but we had swimming... so we just froze our arses in the NON-heated pool urgh. there was a heated pool but that was only for non-swimmers... so yea we got stuck in the COLDEST pool EVER.
So then all the ones tried to get in two this time. think we failed. i came last in breastroke but they STILL put me in 1. urgh.
but it was pretty fun :P
uh guitar test, i failed. i've been doing that a lot lately.
like science. so right now i'm coming last in geo, pe, and now science.
great.
uh after skewl.. went to mich's awesome messy but comfy place =] btw. your dad's nice ahah..
so we messed around got a lot of work done didn't we? on facebook =]
went home after that. so late. to find out ortho was sick so canceled.
hum...thanks alicia, stella for your compliments :P
Christmas coming up! any plans anyone?
Christmas wishes, please come true.
i want this year to have somethin' different.
and when i sing a song to Santa could you listen too..?
'Cause i need this wish to happen
it's all for you~
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
Dear zeebee~
don't you think it's slightly weird that after all this time we still haven't met?
and cmon..you can't be that fug ><"
pssht.
and besides i've already seen photos of you...that you sent... so wat's the big deal?
these hols >] unless you're going to england i think? or america? forgot ><"
we shud meet =]
Labels: letters, swimming, yearlies, zeebee
halloween
Sunday, October 31, 2010 // 10:25 PM
spooky spooky halloween :P
but like always, i once again didn't celebrate it all ALL. ><"
meh. made a promise to myself to celebrate it next yr.
today was... boring.
So i went swimming for the first time since... like zone i think :P
ahaha so i was just like dying.
and it was FREE today =]
rofl i'm so azn.
and then ZOMG.
my fav scent on a guy is like that clean soapy smell with like boy with it lol.
BUT omg. i finally smelt it on a guy today. and no i'm not creepy. it was just rlly powerful...ly nice =]
too bad it came from... my new piano teacher!! EEEK.
no i was not purposely smelling him. =.=
and he's only like 20 smthin ish... so it wasn't that creepy...
but dude he was playing this thing today and his fingers were like fully EPICAL.
what i would give to play like him...
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
so... okay?
Dear dreams.
i think dreams are like what you're subconscious mind is afraid of (nightmares) or what you really wish for.
i know that a lot of my dreams are what i'm wishing for to happen but i know will never happen. uhm...
Dreams give me escape from real life. My dreams used to be about you..
hm.. BUT if this is meant to be what i want to happen...then i say..
i want to be an actress in my dreams :P always wanted to be one and always thought everyone did..until like..ahaha a few months ago? meh.
uhm i can't really think of what else to say. so..aha.
til tomoz ^^
Labels: dream, halloween, letters, piano, swimming