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buildings with a hundred floors,
spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.

entries about chat links




breakaway

everything's going to change...
Tuesday, December 14, 2010 // 11:29 PM

wow last day of year 8 today.
it feels so strange... year 9 next year... and this year just went by in a blur... ><"
nothing special happened... nothing feels completed... or is it just me?
pssht.

so today was weird. CT in the morning with rhea.
walked from central to townhall and westfield which by the way is HUGE.
then went to skewl where it was just bludge, party, bludge.
watched home alone for geo and party.
omg ate so much junk food. felt so fat =.=
then we watched howl's maving castle in jap.
watched this video in maths about how 'joyful' it was. meh.
just another period to sleep in:P
then tec where we just migrated to another class =]

then reports OMG.
ahaa which weren't that bad =]
gack enrichment next year...
then CT in arvo with my peeps. BWAHA it was fun :P
man the movie was scary as well... pssht
then caps BWAHA that was funny ;D
guys paid and just hid in the back gosh.
then ran all the way back to station gosh that was tiring.
omg and this guy threw up on the train ... =.=

all in all a confusing, tiring, sad, happy, day. =]
i feel oddly.. satisfied.
i finally know where i stand with you... ^^

anyways i'm so tired i'm dead on my feet so imma sign out for now.
miss you all. love you all.
don't forget me during the hols ><"

30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.

ahaa well i give EVERYONE second chances, because everyone deserves it.
but apparently, to a lot of people i give this person a lot.
BWAHAA actually you deserve them all.
i know you're a better person.
deep deep inside.

oh and another person.i know you have low self esteem but whatever.
you have friends! you don't have to prove anything... we love you, the real you...
stop being someone you aren't to impress guys.. coz that sucks.
big time.


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run into your arms.
Friday, November 5, 2010 // 9:59 PM

so today was last day of the week =]
uhm...it was really cold today ><" but we had swimming... so we just froze our arses in the NON-heated pool urgh. there was a heated pool but that was only for non-swimmers... so yea we got stuck in the COLDEST pool EVER.

So then all the ones tried to get in two this time. think we failed. i came last in breastroke but they STILL put me in 1. urgh.
but it was pretty fun :P
uh guitar test, i failed. i've been doing that a lot lately.
like science. so right now i'm coming last in geo, pe, and now science.
great.
uh after skewl.. went to mich's awesome messy but comfy place =] btw. your dad's nice ahah..
so we messed around got a lot of work done didn't we? on facebook =]
went home after that. so late. to find out ortho was sick so canceled.
hum...thanks alicia, stella for your compliments :P
Christmas coming up! any plans anyone?

Christmas wishes, please come true.
i want this year to have somethin' different.
and when i sing a song to Santa could you listen too..?
'Cause i need this wish to happen
it's all for you~
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.

Dear zeebee~
don't you think it's slightly weird that after all this time we still haven't met?
and cmon..you can't be that fug ><"
pssht.
and besides i've already seen photos of you...that you sent... so wat's the big deal?
these hols >] unless you're going to england i think? or america? forgot ><"
we shud meet =]

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reminiscence.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010 // 8:09 PM

so it's tuesday and we still ONLY got pe back.
WHAT IS THIS?! stupid maths teachers.
omgsh today english was soo quiet without all the people =]
and then my phone vibrated...it was sooo loud. ahh gag.
anyways. bought a Gryfinnsack wristband today YEAH. :P
watched home alone 2 at skewl.
so... that's basically my day ><"

30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.

hum..
dear ex-crush?
this was all back in primary. you were mebbe my first crush =]
ahaha i knew we had smthin there >]
during class, remember how we wud be...ahaa dw.. =]
hm..last time i saw you was at Georgia's pool party...
ahaha i remember we were playing in the pool :P
ahh good times ><"
sometimes i wonder about what might have been.
i didn't want to leave for another skewl, you know?


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can't figure you out.
Monday, November 1, 2010 // 8:34 PM

it's monday.
number of results back: 1 (PE which doesn't really count)
oh wellz.
TOMOZ.
geography and maths. -sigh-
i'm praying for good karma, jujuu, luck wateva.
oh and i found out my friend COFF lokkey COFF came first in his class for history..!!
argh i'm sooo nervous.
but it's okay.
bought a PC game today. =]
ahaha i noe i'm sad but YRLIES OVER =]
smthin bad happened today. i found out smthin...it's only...10 years max. i don't think i can live like that anymore..

30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.

okay.
Dear pedo stranger.
who i think may have possibly been drunk or on drugs
it was that day where i went CT with mich, brendan, richard. me and mich went WAY earlier. coz we're kewl like that. and also coz we needed time to find easyway shhh.
but anyways we walked around the whole station like twice and then we walked past these two guys. And mich just went right past but i paused coz we were rlly lost and needed directions. and then he was all creepy and was like "heey. heey" and beckons to me us. let me tell you that was waaay creepy.
and then...coz me and mich realised we went wrong way round we had to walk past him AGAIN. so then we like half jogged past and he was like "heey heey wait up!" -we jog faster-
yup. creepy.
i never want to see you again >[

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free at last.
Friday, October 29, 2010 // 7:24 PM

omgsh YAY. yrlies are FINALLY over =]
ahh i hate coaching >[
OR i wud have been out right now
urgh.
nup instead i'm stuck at home finishing all the hwk =.=
so.. today we got our Pdhpe test back.
FAILED. literally.
last in the class...
ahh GAG. it's only pe right? ><" so there was this really awkward moment today. two actually. ... so we were in history class (last period) CHYEAAH and we were celebrating coz its history.. who cared :P and then all of a sudden Sen who was sitting infront of me turns around and seys:
"Can you take off all your clothes right now?"
and then we were all like stunned/shocked silence.
Sen continues to say David Cheng wanted to see boobs...
OKAY.
ahah.

so there was this other rlly...tense moment.
my friend was =.= and said smthin RLLY awkward infront of...someone.
and then me and the person were both like tensed- both of us shuts up immediately.
i felt as if my heart skipped a beat. not healthy.
anyways. becoz im pro like that i just acted casual and i think i pulled it off =]
even though i felt like screaming
sigh...

There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake

30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.


Dear parents..
i know i'm always bratty and everything but inside it's different.
i know how important all those things are to you.
And i know how everyday it might get a lil harder.
Because i know, that some things can't be changed back to how they were.
BUT all i can say is i'm sorry i'm not the perfect daughter.
all i can give you is my love.
i feel as if i can't help you enough.
i always remember when you tuck me in at night.
you stayed by my side til i fell asleep.
i hope that i can do the same for you. ><"

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nearing the end~
Thursday, October 28, 2010 // 8:49 PM

CHYEEAH only one more yrly left and honestly,
who cares about music.
imma fail anyways~
soo today was AG which was pretty...ok...
anyhow i think i failed that as well.
O.O
hm...today was creepy.
saw this.
UBER
buff guy.
his whole torso was just like rocks glued together.
SO SCARY.
looked like he would bash you up at ANY moment. ><"
so today.
TODAY.
is...
letter to my crush <3

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yrlies..
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 // 8:32 PM

YAY =]
maths is OVER.
finally.
my whole year's work out the window.
waving goodbye~
ahah EXCEPT apparently we're gonna be sorted into 5 maths classes next year?!
sigh...
i'll be in the last class.
so Ag tomoz. need to study hard for that....after blogging :P
maths was okay actually =]
COFF COFF i meant hard ><"
so anyways since i'm bored.
i have decided to write letters.
30 letters. 30 days.

30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.

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speak now~
Tuesday, October 26, 2010 // 5:25 PM


so right now i'm thinking there is something really wrong with Taylor Swift i mean seriously how can EVERY song in her new album Speak Now sound AWESOME?!
ahah well to me anyways.
well...i am addicted to all of her songs so don't ask me which is my fav coz i wudnt be able to tell you =]
No wait scratch that...
nothing wrong with Tay,
just me.
like why am i blogging when there is the MATHS YRLY TOMOZ.
ahh wellz.
failed science, and pe so bad it's not even funny...><"
pdhpe i just sat there wondering what every question meant.
><"
english went by.. okay i hope.
ack did i mention how nervous/ stressed i am about tomoz? =='
so...ahaha trying to calm by listening to TAY.
people should listen to it too =]

*** <3

I was playing back a thousand memories baby
Thinkin bout everything we've been through
Maybe i've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you
Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie

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bumblebee~
Saturday, October 23, 2010 // 11:42 PM

hmm...my favourite word is bumblebee~ for some reason =]
it just FLOWS. don't you think?
and omgsh, my neighbour has this dog and it has been howling ALL NIGHT.
like srsly, i thought it was my lappie backfiring or smthin O.O
ahaha well then the other neighbour is gonna knock down that run down old house they have and build an AWESOME two storey house ><" with BLACK and GREY bricks
-jealous jealous-

well today i just studied like crap. nah jkes i cudn't concentrate.
Went coaching in the morning. what a waste of time.
FULLY like taught us yr 7 shit. =.=
then family thingo which was.. O.O

stressing over science.
stressing over maths.
stressing over ag.

but that's about it =]
argh mum pressured me today. Said if i got good (ish) in those subbies i'll get a puppie...><"
do i believe her..
and she wants me to start piano again.
GARH =.=


oh so today was weird. that guy was like.. O.O

aahah and found out an AWESOME nickname: zeebee~
doesn't that just FLOW ^^

anyways copied off kim coz it's just that awesome. thx ;D

cause when we first met
we both knew that there was something
tying us together,
and now im trying to look for that special something
and realised that all this time,
it was so clear, and everytime i think about it
it makes me smile
cause its
love.

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yrlies..
Wednesday, October 20, 2010 // 10:02 PM

so yearlies are NEXT WEEK O.O
i'm so screwed it's not even funny.
All my friends are just like saying the whole textbook word for word
and i STILL haven't even started studying most of it.
GARH
what is wrong with me.
But it's okay.
Im already counting down the days til they're over.
and then..
PARTY =]
ahaha
but til then...study hardcore...

we can make the sun shine in the moonlight
we can make the gray clouds into blue skies
i know its hard but baby believe me
that we can go nowhere but up
tell me what you've got to fear
we can take it to the sky past the moon through the galaxy
as long as you're with me
honestly, with the strength of our love
we can go nowhere but up~

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