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love&&hate
Thursday, May 26, 2011 // 6:28 PM
i once read this blog from a celebrity. He posted up a list of things he hated and another list of things he loved. SO i am going to do the same. :) EXCEPT. i'm not exactly making a list. more like. a hate every post and then after all the hates come the love posts. because good news after bad news right? :) well...this is ... if you want to know more about me.. or you could stop reading my blog... if anyone DOES read it...
so anyways...hate no.1
don't get me wrong. it's okay for people to cry, it's just... don't ask me to comfort you. don't ask me to hold your hand or hug you. not because i'm heartless. it's because when i see people cry, i cry. seriously no joke. even on TV if i see someone cry i water up. so unless you are my CLOSE FRIEND and crying about smthin rational. then i will hug you and comfort you and cry with you. this might sound hypocritical.. iknow ><" it's just it's not me to comfort you... leave that to the truly good people like michael paulraj.
ANYWAYS. today. got back our maths...and don't ask me about it. failed so bad. watched easy a today. very nice story. sweet. can't believe that dan from gossip girl is in it! AND he got together with EMMA STONE. sweet yea? :)
Labels: crying, half yearlies, lovenhate, movies
enoughhlove?
Sunday, May 22, 2011 // 9:46 PM
lol the moment half yrlies are up my stats go up by like... more than double?well anyways. i'm soo obsessed with twitter now. and omg my music world is soo much bigger now. saw this video on disney channel music. freaking hell they are good. likeMitchel Musso , Greyson Chance and some others. oh and also obsessed with the ending song of the new drama i started. taiwanese again erm.
it's called K.O3 anguo. it's like... about skewl life except its about these 'hot' guys who are EXTREMELY good at fighting and so they start a gang war or smthin. BUT SOO FUNNY. lol it's the best. you should watch :P ending song is: Gou ai (Enough love) so just watch it yes?
so basically last night stayed up on msn got busted and then realised my cousin was watching pride and prejudice next door. and this is like... 12:30 yea. so lol i just stayed up MORE to eavesdrop on the best movie of all time. yea :)
which reminds me. gotta watch that and forrestgumb or however you spell it. i had a weird dream last night that kennith kissed rosy? lol shuddap i know i'm weird 8D so anyways. it was sweet ^^ OH and moment i woke up i forgot about it and then had like a waking nightmare about my maths test. i'm seriously thinking non -stop about it. i keep thinking i flunked it. was thinking about it during coaching. thinking about it when shopping. thought about it during dinner. thinking about it right now. i'm convinced i got another one wrong GARH. i even thought about while watching tv... HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?? sigh..whatever. signing off. OH and stop spamming my formspring whoever you are that has a thing against me. srsly. OH and feel free to ask me anything :) http://www.formspring.me/sandiixx
Labels: dramas, formspring, half yearlies, movies, music
dolly respect day!
Saturday, April 16, 2011 // 10:38 PM
so yesterday i went to DOLLY respect day which was WAAAY fun. so me and rhea met up and watched HOP which is REALLY funny or maybe i was just really high which i was. lol. we sat next to this couple snuggling up except i think i pissed the guy off by my crazy laughing :P
then we spent like an hour just walking around and then we got to the event... just in time to miss Stan Walker singing yea ikr. what. a shame. but it's okay because he was around backstage taking photos with randoms but unfortunately i totally did not have the guts to go and ask for a photo... and i was also hyperventilating that he was really in front of me in flesh. yea... i went crazy :P but srsly.. who wouldn't?? [[except rhea]]
okay and then we ate ice cream got our photo on dolly mag cover which was soo ugly cause of the lighting and everything.. ><" and then we took caps lol mebbe to regain our self esteem? :L:L
but there was a sausage sizzle booth which was $1 each and all proceeds to cancer which was good. then there was the respect footprint booth where you could talk to the judge of Australia's Next Top Model Judge for fashion advice? i think. and you could post up your footprint on 
respect. next to that was this booth for the raffle kinda? we wrote our names down and everything. top prize was a toshiba netbook i think and there was also an itouch 8gbs. YOU WROTE YOUR NAME FOR FREE so yes as asians we put them in. next to that was a 'tatooist' who tatooed dolly respect on you, dw it was only temporary. i got mine on my cheek...big mistake i didn't realise it was THAT hard to get off. hm there was also an icecream van. it was weird. you either paid $2.50 which most people did i think OR you could give him some spare change like 50c and he would still accept that and still give you the same ice cream yea...
respect. next to that was this booth for the raffle kinda? we wrote our names down and everything. top prize was a toshiba netbook i think and there was also an itouch 8gbs. YOU WROTE YOUR NAME FOR FREE so yes as asians we put them in. next to that was a 'tatooist' who tatooed dolly respect on you, dw it was only temporary. i got mine on my cheek...big mistake i didn't realise it was THAT hard to get off. hm there was also an icecream van. it was weird. you either paid $2.50 which most people did i think OR you could give him some spare change like 50c and he would still accept that and still give you the same ice cream yea...anyway the main attraction was the stage where this girl.. no idea her name, the host of Hot Thirty Countdown which i listen to like heaps which was kewl and sheesh she is TALL. she was like... half a head to a whole head taller than me. yea... that's what it takes to be a celeb...my dreams are dashed. she was host and rhea thought she was really pretty and wanted a photo with her and she is really pretty.. with a lotof makeup on...and then this dude called MIRACLE who sang his songs and i was sooo sad. he stole my to-be-stagename ah wellz. since he rapped so good i let him :)
and then later there was JUSTICE CREW BABY WOOT twas
awesome. except i got deaf from all the crazy fan girls. echem.. i was totaly not as loud as them. and my arm got FULLY tired from holding up the cam to record the whole thing. YAY. memories of that awesomeness!! i was like.. 1 whole metre away from celebs!!! yea i am celeb crazy but what do you expect? :P right now Rhea has the
videos but dw, i will post them up soon.. when i find out how:P OOH yea and then the prize winners were anounced and this girl i think her name was Caitlin Gingers? won and then SHE GOT ON STAGE TO HAVE A HUG FROM JUSTICE CREW. yea i died from jealousy. because seriously she gets a laptop AND a hug. what a lucky bum i mean seriously i would TOTALLY want a hug in exchange for that laptop. and then we were all about to leave since justice crew finished performing [[and some fan girls were to follow them all the way to their VIP building]] and then the host said really loudly that there were free dolly bags to be handed out. oh yea have you seen china? it was like a sale in china... everything was free! omg it was soo horrible in that crowd like my bag literally got ripped from my shoulder. dw i got it back AND i got the free dolly bag!! yay! inside was a deodorant, perfume samples, a book, a justin bieber bookmark, a hannah montana
wallet, a poster book, a singlet, nailpolish, tampons... lol, necklace/bracelet..dunno which, a towel that zips into a bag and some previews/extracts from books. not too bad a haul for free am i right? :D
awesome. except i got deaf from all the crazy fan girls. echem.. i was totaly not as loud as them. and my arm got FULLY tired from holding up the cam to record the whole thing. YAY. memories of that awesomeness!! i was like.. 1 whole metre away from celebs!!! yea i am celeb crazy but what do you expect? :P right now Rhea has the
videos but dw, i will post them up soon.. when i find out how:P OOH yea and then the prize winners were anounced and this girl i think her name was Caitlin Gingers? won and then SHE GOT ON STAGE TO HAVE A HUG FROM JUSTICE CREW. yea i died from jealousy. because seriously she gets a laptop AND a hug. what a lucky bum i mean seriously i would TOTALLY want a hug in exchange for that laptop. and then we were all about to leave since justice crew finished performing [[and some fan girls were to follow them all the way to their VIP building]] and then the host said really loudly that there were free dolly bags to be handed out. oh yea have you seen china? it was like a sale in china... everything was free! omg it was soo horrible in that crowd like my bag literally got ripped from my shoulder. dw i got it back AND i got the free dolly bag!! yay! inside was a deodorant, perfume samples, a book, a justin bieber bookmark, a hannah montana
wallet, a poster book, a singlet, nailpolish, tampons... lol, necklace/bracelet..dunno which, a towel that zips into a bag and some previews/extracts from books. not too bad a haul for free am i right? :D
so yea. i think that's it for yesterday! :)
p.s yea those are my nails :P first time i ever painted ALL 10 of my nails.. like without manicure because of special occasion.. i gotta document it somehow :P don't judge me
p.p.s the pictures are of the host, the host with stan walker and...not sure :P, dolly cover me and rhea [[me on left, rhea on right]], and miracle singing.
Labels: dolly, holidays, movies
everything's going to change...
Tuesday, December 14, 2010 // 11:29 PM
wow last day of year 8 today.
it feels so strange... year 9 next year... and this year just went by in a blur... ><"
nothing special happened... nothing feels completed... or is it just me?
pssht.
so today was weird. CT in the morning with rhea.
walked from central to townhall and westfield which by the way is HUGE.
then went to skewl where it was just bludge, party, bludge.
watched home alone for geo and party.
omg ate so much junk food. felt so fat =.=
then we watched howl's maving castle in jap.
watched this video in maths about how 'joyful' it was. meh.
just another period to sleep in:P
then tec where we just migrated to another class =]
then reports OMG.
ahaa which weren't that bad =]
gack enrichment next year...
then CT in arvo with my peeps. BWAHA it was fun :P
man the movie was scary as well... pssht
then caps BWAHA that was funny ;D
guys paid and just hid in the back gosh.
then ran all the way back to station gosh that was tiring.
omg and this guy threw up on the train ... =.=
all in all a confusing, tiring, sad, happy, day. =]
i feel oddly.. satisfied.
i finally know where i stand with you... ^^
anyways i'm so tired i'm dead on my feet so imma sign out for now.
miss you all. love you all.
don't forget me during the hols ><"
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
ahaa well i give EVERYONE second chances, because everyone deserves it.
but apparently, to a lot of people i give this person a lot.
BWAHAA actually you deserve them all.
i know you're a better person.
deep deep inside.
oh and another person.i know you have low self esteem but whatever.
you have friends! you don't have to prove anything... we love you, the real you...
stop being someone you aren't to impress guys.. coz that sucks.
big time.
Labels: best friends, fun, holidays, letters, memories, movies, year 8, yearlies
even angels fall.
Friday, December 10, 2010 // 11:13 PM
ahaa wow friday. last friday of year 8. omgsh.
so we watched the bandalism people play today which was pretty epical...and funny..BWAHAA michael paulraj, rosy and kennith. good job :P
sport was pssht. dodgeball.blehh.
rest of the day went by in a blur. watched the beginning of Howl's Moving castle. which is awesome! especially Howl
uh.. and oh YEA omgsh. helena and michelle. i love you guys soo much. thanks for the cards. i'm soo touched!! so therefore i shall get everyone a card at this rate.
treasure it ><"
ooh michelle's last day as a year 8 today. gosh. ><"
and zack's gone to america.. ><"
all my besties are ditching me. nooo blehh...
omgsh and today i was at ortho and bumped into... Grant Wei. yea tell me about it...awkward much?
ahaha anyways....
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
ooh BWAHAH hel's gonna rage at me for this one..
yes hf :P
well he's such a jerk for so many things but still. he's himself.
and whatever. well i shouldn't look back so i don't rlly wanna go back to how things were.
now its all good =]
Labels: best friends, letters, movies, weird moments
next chapter.
Saturday, October 30, 2010 // 8:03 PM
yay.
day after yrlies are over.
and it was...uneventfully boring.
went coaching where i realised i had a severe cold so i just ran in and out of the room for tissues
><"
argh.
but i think it's all good now so =]
so i decided to play an hour of piano after not playing for like...~
and realised why i quit in the first place.
and then guitared for a while.
got bored.
soo.. now i'm just watching movies one after the other ^^
Read more »Labels: brother, letters, movies
holidayfever.
Saturday, October 2, 2010 // 11:49 PM
so life has been BORING the past few days...i've done like absolutely nothing.
Just came back from...a movie marathon?
kinda.
at home. There was Mrs. Doubtfire at 6:30, which was.. O.O
then at 7:30 was Kung-Fu panda ^^
then both of those ended and it was The mummy: Tomb of the Emperor or something like that
then it was Rush hour.
Yea.. i've been watching that tv screen for about 4-5 hours non-stop.
Not exactly healthy. ><"
holidays are weird for me. I just lie on the bed next to the window which fills the ENTIRE wall and just..sunbake?
its awesome :P
last day of TERM =]
Saturday, September 25, 2010 // 12:19 AM
HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS AGAIN!
LAST DAY OF TERM 3. and it was pretty good i got to admit.
Lets see... i was stressed all morning for something that didn't exactly happen... ><"
Then it was guitar test which was pretty good :P
next was...GAY surf awareness thing...waste of time really...
BUT then we went bball...argh it was so fail.. =.= three girls two guys...we died...
okay. NOT TO MENTION IT WAS ABOUT 100 DEGREES OUT.
recess spent worrying about whether or not to pay for jap trip. i DID tho, in the end ^^
can't WAIT!!
Then it was ag bludge. we planted cucumbers =]
After ag it was science where we got jap test results back.
ahaha i started going high from then on... :P :P
I got a great! mark.. in my opinion anyways. =]
DAVID KIM GOT FULL MAKRS GOSH. -jealous-
ahaha science was..weird but fun? ^^
lunch spent looking at horror trailers. and luvoing with chucks! =] ( as you see above, rebel red flats :P)
then it was VA!!! chyeaah it was awesome we did nothing. In the end i spent va painting 'blood' on paper 'claws' for rosy and a unicorn horn. NOT to mention the singing with everyone bit :P
THEN english! we watched transformers...but also one litre of tears on michael's laptop. :P Got english results back.
cannot BELIEVE that someone ppl got participation O.O
Then Sen, Richard, Sydney, Ethan and me went hursty to chill =]
watched despicable me at 6:45. it was okay. Not too bad, not that great. FUNNY tho.
OMG after movie it was epic. We went like...crazy! ;D
We were three storeys up and...richard was being shifty.. ahahahaha
it was AWESOME.we saw this group of gangsters like throwing a shopping trolley down the stairs but ahaha... wat our little rebel group was waay better.
=]
holidays!
need to meet up.
catch up.
study.
go wild.
aaaand... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRENDAN =]
Labels: birthday, fun, holidays, movies, school, singing
MOVIES ^^
Sunday, February 21, 2010 // 8:00 PM
Today, i went to Hurstville to watch Valentine's Day with a friend.
The movie was...okay i guess. Not the best. Taylor Swift was in it^^ and so was Taylor Lautner...
WAAAY too much kissing in the movie...like every 5 minutes someone kissed...okay maybe not that much.. but still heaps!
anyways i would say...about 3.5 out of 5 stars^^
still recommend you to watch it though XD
OMG I NEED PPLZ TO WATCH PERCY JACKSON WITH ME!!! OR WOLFMAN!!
Labels: movies, taylor swift, valentine's day
smile to keep back the tears...
Wednesday, February 10, 2010 // 7:49 PM
well well it is 7:50!!! which means that the Valentine's Dance has started for about an hour and 20...TT_TT and i'm here BLOGGING!!! GAG!!!!!
sigh...i'm missing out on all the fun...TT_TT i guess i will just have to wait til next year...
well anyways i needed to blog right now cause i have JUST finished a movie called "A Cinderella Story" starring Hilary Duff. Surprisingly, the movie was GREAT!
It had an AWESOME plotline and a really good ending...the music during the movie was ESPECIALLY GREAT!! =P
5 out of 5 stars^^
hope you guys at the dance are having fun...without me...TT_TT
xoxo
P.S 4 days til valentine's day!!!!!
Labels: blogging, movies, valentine's dance, valentine's day
missed you
Saturday, February 6, 2010 // 7:15 PM
wow guys...i can't believe it has been long since my last blog post!! Well school has started...my timetable sucks..well what can i say? It's school.
Well i read two AWESOME books. One is called "Guitar Girl" and it has a really deep meaning i guess. And the other one is "Airhead" by Meg Cabot...and it has this really awesome paragraph!!! :
'Then i heard it.
"The thing of it is, girl...in spite of it all...i really do think...i love you."
The problem was, it was the wrong guy singing it. And as i moved out on to the stage... i knew my heart hadn't actually been turned to stone.
Because it hurt.
It hurt a lot.'
Now isn't that an awesome paragraph?! LOL
uhm i added few songs, they were introduced to me by Karen and let me tell you...THEY ARE SOO GOOD!!
WOW so much hw!! I have three projects already, one for technology and two for agriculture...==''.
RIGHT NOW TAYLOR SWIFT"S CONCERT HAS JUST STARTED I CAN"T BELIEVE I"M NOT WATCHING IT!!! TT_TT
Well guys VALENTINE'S DAY is coming up!!! AS you guys know we can buy "merchandise" for our special someone...
i'll probably write once a week now..==''
valentine's day... THE MOVIE!! i can't wait to see it!!
qoute: " Valentine's day is about.. disappointment"
wow..i wonder if that is going to be my one...;~;
HAVE FUN!
xxx
Labels: books, homework, missing you, movies, music, taylor swift, valentine's day
Bad Day~
Sunday, December 27, 2009 // 11:59 PM
OMGSH TODAY WAS LIKE F**KING BAD!!!
==' i couldn't sleep until about 3 in the morning...GARH and then woke up at about 10 o' clock. I was supposed to meet my friend at Burwood cinemas at about 1 o'clock. So at about 12 my mum, brother and i left and at Burwood, me and Kathy bought tickets to Paranormal Activity, then we went shopping for a while....
ANYWAYS, THE MOVIE SUCKED LIKE SHIT!!! OMGSH... like srsly!!! F**king HELL i can't BELIEVE i wasted $14 FOR THAT SHIT!!! FAR OUT... =='
It wasn't even a movie really, more like a documentary...about crap! OMGSH the videocamera kept swiveling around everywhere and me and Kathy got fully DIZZY and got HEADACHES...><"
And the movie wasn't even good, there was no plot, no storyline ,NOTHING! Okaii, i admit it was scary...ish...at the last bit of the movie...><"
i NEED to apologize to Kathy about that last bit...><" i was grabbing her arm really hard...i think i even screamed aloud at one point ><" i <3 horror movies but i'm not that good watching them...if you want to keep your arm...just don't sit next to me in a horror movie =P
==' BUT SRSLY IT SUCKED!!! I PAID $14 FOR THAT!! OMGSH...NEVER AGAIN...
I do NOT recommend it!!!
0.5 stars out of 5=='
Spirited Away~
Saturday, December 26, 2009 // 8:17 PM
Last night on SBS was "Spirited Away." Every single one of my friends told me to watch it because it was really good...so i did =]
Anyways, i started watching at about...10:30? I have no idea but i went downstairs and watched and at first it was kinda weird and boring but then...it got RLLY GOOD. =P
Well it was really sweet, the plotline and everything ^^
The innocent love between the main character (Chihiro) and Haku is really sweet^^
I ♥ the ending! XD
i recomend everyone to watch it XD
5 out of 5 stars XD
( Apparently it overtook Titanic in the box office)
Anyways TODAY IS BOXING DAY...i think...it just seems normal to me =P
My family is having bleh right now so we didn't go out or anything. No shopping whatever which might seem extreme to some people...*cough Helena cough Simone cough*
Finished another book today- "confessions of a Boyfriend Stealer" DO NOT JUDGE ME BY THE BOOKS I READ
GOSH i just realised that i STILL haven't watched 2012, Paranormal Activity or AVATAR...OMGSH WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME...i seriously need a day out...=='
New movies came out today :" Alvin and the Chipmunks Squeakquel" and "Did you hear about the MOrgans?" the both seem pretty good^^
Anyways i am going out tomoz so i might blog a bit later that usual XD
OMGSH 4 more nights!!!
Labels: books, boxing day, movies, spirited away