somewhere in the world tonight..
Monday, December 13, 2010 // 9:34 PM
wow geezus. who knew life could be so complicated. when did life become so messed up?
why can't everything just go back to how it was when everything was laid out for us.
when you were only my friend and i was his lover?
second last day of skewl today which was kinda sad ><"
can you believe we're still getting shitloads of hw for maths? yea tell me about it..
gave out christmas cards today, hope you guys liked it =]
uhm.. thanks MUFFIN for the necklaces and the card. they are awesome! and the card was soo touching ><"
thank god im going jap with you next year XD
thanks PATRICK for the candles. like omg thank you thank you i LOVE candles. you definately made my day =]
oh.. and thanks to LOKKEY for the chocolates, they also made my day =] ahaa yum..
we had to mulch today and there was this killer bee on the loose and jenny got the shit scared out of her. BWAHAH :P
omgsh.. last day of year 8 tomoz...
i will miss you guys SO so much. ><"
hopefully you will remember me ..
love you~
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
someone i judged by their first impression..
its hard.. i only judge people when i get to know them..
so there's really no one that i have judged by first impression.
when i first meet someone i see a facade and everyone has another side to them.
hm.. i hope you do :P because everyone i know tells a different story~
somewhere in the world tonight, there's no fighting
somewhere in the world tonight someone's falling in love for the first time.
i believe there is a place where fear is finally waving goodbye
somewhere in the world tonight everything is alright.
Labels: christmas, homework, letters, year 8
free at last.
Friday, October 29, 2010 // 7:24 PM
omgsh YAY. yrlies are FINALLY over =]
ahh i hate coaching >[
OR i wud have been out right now
urgh.
nup instead i'm stuck at home finishing all the hwk =.=
so.. today we got our Pdhpe test back.
FAILED. literally.
last in the class...
ahh GAG. it's only pe right? ><" so there was this really awkward moment today. two actually. ... so we were in history class (last period) CHYEAAH and we were celebrating coz its history.. who cared :P and then all of a sudden Sen who was sitting infront of me turns around and seys:
"Can you take off all your clothes right now?"
and then we were all like stunned/shocked silence.
Sen continues to say David Cheng wanted to see boobs...
OKAY.
ahah.
so there was this other rlly...tense moment.
my friend was =.= and said smthin RLLY awkward infront of...someone.
and then me and the person were both like tensed- both of us shuts up immediately.
i felt as if my heart skipped a beat. not healthy.
anyways. becoz im pro like that i just acted casual and i think i pulled it off =]
even though i felt like screaming
sigh...
There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
Dear parents..
i know i'm always bratty and everything but inside it's different.
i know how important all those things are to you.
And i know how everyday it might get a lil harder.
Because i know, that some things can't be changed back to how they were.
BUT all i can say is i'm sorry i'm not the perfect daughter.
all i can give you is my love.
i feel as if i can't help you enough.
i always remember when you tuck me in at night.
you stayed by my side til i fell asleep.
i hope that i can do the same for you. ><"
Labels: family, homework, letters, parents, weird moments, yearlies
time goes by...
Thursday, March 18, 2010 // 10:00 PM
and time goes by...so slowly yet in the blink of an eye...so much has passed.
kim's blog is like awesome...it's like poems and everything but like...abstract XD
anyways i never really have time to have a life anymore...i'll blog more in the holidays but right now, im buried in homework...
I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO BLOG ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!
well now i am 13!!!! I'm a teenager now! ^^
anyways, nothing much happened for my birthday it's okaii...
well now you seriously have no idea how much homework we have!
WHOEVER SAID THAT YEAR 8 WAS THE SAME AS YEAR 7 I SHALL SUE THEM!!! seriously no kidding, year 8 has SO much more homework!
anyways, new song guys by
Busted which is an AWESOME band but sadly broke up in 2005 T_T
their song is "
Loner in LOve" which is really really random but really good! ^^
anyways i'll try to blog more but i don't think i'll have time until holidays!
OMG i have to mention gym!!!! We're doing beam routines and i did mine and i was like scared as SHIT!!! well i got a pretty good mark so its all good.
cept
it
didn't
count
!!!
xxx
Labels: blogging, homework, music
=]
Sunday, February 14, 2010 // 5:33 PM
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR GUYS!!! ^^ not to mention...:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! am OVERLOAD with homework...i have no time to have a LIFE anymore...T_T it is sooo sad!!
well right now i am OBSSESED WITH HILLARY DUFF SONGS...they are actually really good!
well Helena's birthday tomorrow!!
THAT REMINDS ME the school valentine's assembly was AWESOME!! hmm i got 7 roses and AMAZINGLY my mum did not yell at me for them ^^
IT WAS SOOO HOT ON FRIDAY!! hmm i got a serenade with Helena...
PLEASE PLEASE DON'T PUT IT ON PREFECT NEWS...><"well guys signing off here! need to go and do hw...TT_TT
xoxo
Labels: happy new year, homework, school, valentine's day
missed you
Saturday, February 6, 2010 // 7:15 PM
wow guys...i can't believe it has been long since my last blog post!! Well school has started...my timetable sucks..well what can i say? It's school.
Well i read two AWESOME books. One is called "Guitar Girl" and it has a really deep meaning i guess. And the other one is "Airhead" by Meg Cabot...and it has this really awesome paragraph!!! :
'Then i heard it.
"The thing of it is, girl...in spite of it all...i really do think...i love you."
The problem was, it was the wrong guy singing it. And as i moved out on to the stage... i knew my heart hadn't actually been turned to stone.
Because it hurt.
It hurt a lot.'
Now isn't that an awesome paragraph?! LOL
uhm i added few songs, they were introduced to me by Karen and let me tell you...
THEY ARE SOO GOOD!! WOW so much hw!! I have three projects already, one for technology and two for agriculture...==''.
RIGHT NOW TAYLOR SWIFT"S CONCERT HAS JUST STARTED I CAN"T BELIEVE I"M NOT WATCHING IT!!! TT_TT
Well guys
VALENTINE'S DAY is coming up!!! AS you guys know we can buy "merchandise" for our special someone...
i'll probably write once a week now..==''
valentine's day... THE MOVIE!! i can't wait to see it!!
qoute: " Valentine's day is about.. disappointment"
wow..i wonder if that is going to be my one...;~;
HAVE FUN!
xxx
Labels: books, homework, missing you, movies, music, taylor swift, valentine's day
somewhere in the world tonight..
Monday, December 13, 2010 // 9:34 PM
wow geezus. who knew life could be so complicated. when did life become so messed up?
why can't everything just go back to how it was when everything was laid out for us.
when you were only my friend and i was his lover?
second last day of skewl today which was kinda sad ><"
can you believe we're still getting shitloads of hw for maths? yea tell me about it..
gave out christmas cards today, hope you guys liked it =]
uhm.. thanks MUFFIN for the necklaces and the card. they are awesome! and the card was soo touching ><"
thank god im going jap with you next year XD
thanks PATRICK for the candles. like omg thank you thank you i LOVE candles. you definately made my day =]
oh.. and thanks to LOKKEY for the chocolates, they also made my day =] ahaa yum..
we had to mulch today and there was this killer bee on the loose and jenny got the shit scared out of her. BWAHAH :P
omgsh.. last day of year 8 tomoz...
i will miss you guys SO so much. ><"
hopefully you will remember me ..
love you~
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
someone i judged by their first impression..
its hard.. i only judge people when i get to know them..
so there's really no one that i have judged by first impression.
when i first meet someone i see a facade and everyone has another side to them.
hm.. i hope you do :P because everyone i know tells a different story~
somewhere in the world tonight, there's no fighting
somewhere in the world tonight someone's falling in love for the first time.
i believe there is a place where fear is finally waving goodbye
somewhere in the world tonight everything is alright.
Labels: christmas, homework, letters, year 8
free at last.
Friday, October 29, 2010 // 7:24 PM
omgsh YAY. yrlies are FINALLY over =]
ahh i hate coaching >[
OR i wud have been out right now
urgh.
nup instead i'm stuck at home finishing all the hwk =.=
so.. today we got our Pdhpe test back.
FAILED. literally.
last in the class...
ahh GAG. it's only pe right? ><" so there was this really awkward moment today. two actually. ... so we were in history class (last period) CHYEAAH and we were celebrating coz its history.. who cared :P and then all of a sudden Sen who was sitting infront of me turns around and seys:
"Can you take off all your clothes right now?"
and then we were all like stunned/shocked silence.
Sen continues to say David Cheng wanted to see boobs...
OKAY.
ahah.
so there was this other rlly...tense moment.
my friend was =.= and said smthin RLLY awkward infront of...someone.
and then me and the person were both like tensed- both of us shuts up immediately.
i felt as if my heart skipped a beat. not healthy.
anyways. becoz im pro like that i just acted casual and i think i pulled it off =]
even though i felt like screaming
sigh...
There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
Dear parents..
i know i'm always bratty and everything but inside it's different.
i know how important all those things are to you.
And i know how everyday it might get a lil harder.
Because i know, that some things can't be changed back to how they were.
BUT all i can say is i'm sorry i'm not the perfect daughter.
all i can give you is my love.
i feel as if i can't help you enough.
i always remember when you tuck me in at night.
you stayed by my side til i fell asleep.
i hope that i can do the same for you. ><"
Labels: family, homework, letters, parents, weird moments, yearlies
time goes by...
Thursday, March 18, 2010 // 10:00 PM
and time goes by...so slowly yet in the blink of an eye...so much has passed.
kim's blog is like awesome...it's like poems and everything but like...abstract XD
anyways i never really have time to have a life anymore...i'll blog more in the holidays but right now, im buried in homework...
I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO BLOG ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!
well now i am 13!!!! I'm a teenager now! ^^
anyways, nothing much happened for my birthday it's okaii...
well now you seriously have no idea how much homework we have!
WHOEVER SAID THAT YEAR 8 WAS THE SAME AS YEAR 7 I SHALL SUE THEM!!! seriously no kidding, year 8 has SO much more homework!
anyways, new song guys by
Busted which is an AWESOME band but sadly broke up in 2005 T_T
their song is "
Loner in LOve" which is really really random but really good! ^^
anyways i'll try to blog more but i don't think i'll have time until holidays!
OMG i have to mention gym!!!! We're doing beam routines and i did mine and i was like scared as SHIT!!! well i got a pretty good mark so its all good.
cept
it
didn't
count
!!!
xxx
Labels: blogging, homework, music
=]
Sunday, February 14, 2010 // 5:33 PM
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR GUYS!!! ^^ not to mention...:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! am OVERLOAD with homework...i have no time to have a LIFE anymore...T_T it is sooo sad!!
well right now i am OBSSESED WITH HILLARY DUFF SONGS...they are actually really good!
well Helena's birthday tomorrow!!
THAT REMINDS ME the school valentine's assembly was AWESOME!! hmm i got 7 roses and AMAZINGLY my mum did not yell at me for them ^^
IT WAS SOOO HOT ON FRIDAY!! hmm i got a serenade with Helena...
PLEASE PLEASE DON'T PUT IT ON PREFECT NEWS...><"well guys signing off here! need to go and do hw...TT_TT
xoxo
Labels: happy new year, homework, school, valentine's day
missed you
Saturday, February 6, 2010 // 7:15 PM
wow guys...i can't believe it has been long since my last blog post!! Well school has started...my timetable sucks..well what can i say? It's school.
Well i read two AWESOME books. One is called "Guitar Girl" and it has a really deep meaning i guess. And the other one is "Airhead" by Meg Cabot...and it has this really awesome paragraph!!! :
'Then i heard it.
"The thing of it is, girl...in spite of it all...i really do think...i love you."
The problem was, it was the wrong guy singing it. And as i moved out on to the stage... i knew my heart hadn't actually been turned to stone.
Because it hurt.
It hurt a lot.'
Now isn't that an awesome paragraph?! LOL
uhm i added few songs, they were introduced to me by Karen and let me tell you...
THEY ARE SOO GOOD!! WOW so much hw!! I have three projects already, one for technology and two for agriculture...==''.
RIGHT NOW TAYLOR SWIFT"S CONCERT HAS JUST STARTED I CAN"T BELIEVE I"M NOT WATCHING IT!!! TT_TT
Well guys
VALENTINE'S DAY is coming up!!! AS you guys know we can buy "merchandise" for our special someone...
i'll probably write once a week now..==''
valentine's day... THE MOVIE!! i can't wait to see it!!
qoute: " Valentine's day is about.. disappointment"
wow..i wonder if that is going to be my one...;~;
HAVE FUN!
xxx
Labels: books, homework, missing you, movies, music, taylor swift, valentine's day
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
okay so hey.
18 years young. Aiming to live life to the fullest.
pisces! ♥ Just because I believe in horoscopes and all that good stuff. What's not to like about destiny?
studying medicine. My days off, I love to study the fine art of sleeping in.
lol no i'm not a nerd. >.>
i
love sunsets, beaches, candles, rainbows, rain, anything magical. Believe in miracles.
because we all need something to wish for.
sometimes people aren't going to trust you,
and it may be for no reason at all.
sometimes, people just judge you on what they think you will do,
on who they think you are.
and there's really nothing you can do about it.
but just remember one thing,
they're not cheating you, they're cheating themselves.
things that i've accomplished:
graduated high school.|
smoked a cigarette. |
kissed someone.(apart from family) |
gotten so drunk you passed out.|
ridden every ride at an amusement park. |
collected something really stupid. |
gone fishing.|
watched four movies in one night. |
gone long periods of time with out sleep. |
lied to someone.|
snorted cocaine.|
failed a class. |
dealt drugs.|
been in a car accident. |
been in a tornado. |
done hard drugs. |
watched someone die. |
been to a funeral. |
burned yourself. |
run a marathon. |
cried yourself to sleep. |
spent over $200 in one day. |
flown on a plane. |
cheated on someone.|
been cheated on. |
written a 10 page letter |.
gone skiing.|
been sailing. |
cut yourself. |
had a best friend. |
lost someone you loved. |
shoplifted something. |
been to jail. |
dangerously close to being in jail. |
had detention. |
skipped school. |
got in trouble for something you didn’t do.|
stolen books from the library. |
one to a different country. |
dropped out of school. |
been in a mental hospital. |
watched the “harry potter” movies. |
had an online diary. |
fired a gun. |
gambled in a casino. |
had a yard sale. |
had a lemonade stand. |
actually made money at the lemonade stand. |
been in a school play. |
taken a lie detector test. |
swam with dolphins.|
gone to sea world.|
voted for someone on a reality tv show. |
written poetry |
read more than 20 books a year |
gone to europe.|
loved someone you shouldn’t have. |
used a coloring book over age 12. |
had surgery. |
had stitches. |
taken a taxi. |
seen the washington monument. |
had more than 5 online conversations going at once. |
had a drug or alcohol problem. |
been in a fist fight. |
suffered any form of abuse. |
had a hamster. |
pet a wild animal. |
used a credit card. |
gone surfing in california. |
done “spirit day” at school. |
dyed your hair. |
gotten a tattoo. |
had something pierced. |
gotten straight a’s |
been on the honor roll. |
known someone with hiv or aids. |
taken pictures with a webcam. |
started a fire.|
gotten caught having/going to a party while parents were gone |
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
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I know how to hurt, I know how to heal. I know what to show and what to conceal. I know when to talk and I know when to touch. No one ever died from wanting too much.