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I know how to hurt, I know how to heal. I know what to show and what to conceal. I know when to talk and I know when to touch. No one ever died from wanting too much.
free at last.
Friday, October 29, 2010 // 7:24 PM
omgsh YAY. yrlies are FINALLY over =]
ahh i hate coaching >[
OR i wud have been out right now
urgh.
nup instead i'm stuck at home finishing all the hwk =.=
so.. today we got our Pdhpe test back.
FAILED. literally.
last in the class...
ahh GAG. it's only pe right? ><" so there was this really awkward moment today. two actually. ... so we were in history class (last period) CHYEAAH and we were celebrating coz its history.. who cared :P and then all of a sudden Sen who was sitting infront of me turns around and seys:
"Can you take off all your clothes right now?"
and then we were all like stunned/shocked silence.
Sen continues to say David Cheng wanted to see boobs...
OKAY.
ahah.
so there was this other rlly...tense moment.
my friend was =.= and said smthin RLLY awkward infront of...someone.
and then me and the person were both like tensed- both of us shuts up immediately.
anyways. becoz im pro like that i just acted casual and i think i pulled it off =]
sigh...
There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
30 Days, 30 Letters.
Day 1 - Your BestFriend.
Day 2 - Your Crush.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
Dear parents..
i know i'm always bratty and everything but inside it's different.
Day 3 - Your Parents.
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.
Dear parents..
i know i'm always bratty and everything but inside it's different.
i know how important all those things are to you.
And i know how everyday it might get a lil harder.
Because i know, that some things can't be changed back to how they were.
BUT all i can say is i'm sorry i'm not the perfect daughter.
all i can give you is my love.
i feel as if i can't help you enough.
i always remember when you tuck me in at night.
you stayed by my side til i fell asleep.
i hope that i can do the same for you. ><"
Labels: family, homework, letters, parents, weird moments, yearlies
misty-eyed
Monday, January 25, 2010 // 5:36 PM
WELL GUYS I AM BACK!!!!!!!
i miss China soooo much though...i do NOT want to go back to school...;~;
wow...i guess i have to make up for abotu 3 weeks of absence...><"
lets see...flying on the planes IS so AWESOME!!!!!!!
hmm, my family went shopping like about 80% of the time and then we went to Hong Kong and our hotel was AWESOME!! except it was in a crap position...it was next to a funeral maker...><" so my mum, brother, aunt and me slept there...(WE HAD 2 ROOMS BTW XD) and then we checked out and went to another hotel which was better but did not have cartoon network ><"
ROFL
In Hong Kong, we went shopping nearly 24/7 and we stayed there for about 5 days. We bought heaps of stuff =P
Anyways back in China, mum kept inviting her friends out to dinner ><" we had dinner with about 2 of her friends and then she went by herself with like about another 3 friends.
And then we met up with Richard Niall and his family and had dinner with them with my aunt, my grandparents, mum, brother, richard, his mum and aunt.
Our families NEVER stopped talking, not once...during the WHOLE dinner...><"
Did you know that Richard has 7 aunts?? ALL FROM HIS MUM'S SIDE?? I Know right...scary...
Then aunt, mum, brother and me went up to their apartment and richard and brother played PS3 while i sat next to him and watched.
MAN, this is so summarised it's not funny.
UHM... they invited us to go to this Safari Park cept we declined and mum declined going to JAPAN with them too...><" gosh...
anyways my fmaily went to the safari park later by ourselves, with aunt and uncle and it was closed to we left to the buffet close by and it iS HUGE!!!! like SO big...and i was SO stuffed!!! GAG and then i fin out that there is FREE INTERNET in it!!! so i went on msn...it was soooo weird and funny. ROFLMAO
the next day was my cousin's birthday and my uncle took me and my brother to Guangzhao zoo it was soooo fun!!! we got to feed the goats and everything =P
OOOHH BTW I TOTALLY FORGOT, i met my little cousin!!!
She is 2 years old and is really cute!! And she is soo light, i could pick her up with no trouble. =P
And my grandmother has this big tank full of gold fish which are really beautiful and then she would chase them around the tank. lol
My grandmother also has 2 turtles in this outdoor pool =P
And uh...that's it! ( quote from Tsonga =P)
Australian Open is ON!!! last night i stayed up to like 2 oclock watching Roddick and Gonzalez verse each other...i was sooo sad!!! i can't believe Roddick won...GOSH...
OOHHH yea forgot to mention that there was this channel that played music ALL DAY LONG 24/7 isn't that totally kewl?! i learnt so many new AWESOME songs! XD
Labels: austraian open, birthday, china, family, fun, hong kong